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Friday, July 02, 2004

I'm back!

Woah!! I've been MIA for the past whole week! hee and finally back from the SOC camp and voices chalet!

Voice chalet was fun, but had to leave on the second day coz have to go to wanqiu's bday celebration. Got a headache shortly i reached there so had to leave earlier, poor dear had to leave earlier too :(

SOC camp was fun too. It's much more fun than last year one, and i got a really fun bunch of freshies (despite me being the youngest in the OG). They are really super automatic and enthu! In contrast, we (the councillors appeared to be so slack!) One thing to note, the food is NOT nice! :P Ended up eating cup noodles.. haha... another is that i realised being a freshie and ogl is so different. In a sense that being an ogl, we see things differently and we get to know different things as well heh... but one good thing is that me n renyu let the freshies decide for themselves most of the time. :)

hmmm i ought to figure out how to upload pics so i can put them here hee

On the finale nite, dearie pop by at sentosa... hee... so happy! So many days never see him le... but it's that nite which i made dearie angry :( so guilty. On top of that, the more i tried to appease him the more pissed he seemed to get... i never felt to helpless and hurt.. i never expect the consequences to be so undesirable... one of his sms really hurt me like mad :~( felt like being stabbed in moi heart like that... i hope dearie is truly no longer upset with me... i'll never do that again... (although i didn't do it on purpose) i guessed he had a bad time too... Anyway it's over le... i shan;t remember it! :)

Well, being injury-proned, i didnt fail to hurt myself during the camp. On my way back to SOC, i banged moi head when boarding the bus. The worst is when i was leaving LT 33, i juz fell off the stair (thank god i was somewhere near the ground floor liao) which i dunno y like that too... luckily the floor is carpetted, otherwise moi butt will be hurting like mad too... haha... right ankle was in great pain when i landed... stayed there speechless until someone realised i fell down. coz it was too painful (i almost teared -- my pain tolerance level quite low) to speak n i was shock that i actually fell down. I landed on a rather graceful pose though... I think i gave moi OG a shock, coz it was so sudden and it too them quite some time to realised i fell down... Luckily i didn't fracture moi ankle... juz sprained... now have to walk "limpish-ly"... Really hope that deardear was with me at that point of time... but i'm all fine now!

Hee... this camp taught me something else too... i've learnt to cope with not having deardear around and know that although he's not physically by my side, he still cares abt me... i've learnt and understand the way deardear show his care... i hope it's not too late... :)

so stupid!! i sprained moi ankle and is home-bounded.. cannot acc kaiwen to meet sponsor and meet deardear...

I am currenly a little indian from all the sun i get at the camp... Arghhh i got one big pimple on moi nose!! So obvious! hai... it muz be all the lack of rest, the sun, and the not-so-clean living environment...

** poor deardear, so 烦 by Rhapsody... dunno what i can help?

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