calm

emotionally much more calm today... after less intensive monday.... had a bit bit more rest...

a lot of thoughts floating in my mind... but i have no wish to confront them and i have no time to do so too... with so much to cope

do i let go of things too easily? i seriously have no idea at all... maybe i'm to used to doing it... it appears to be sa3 tuo1... but it's just my form of running away....

running away always seems to be the easier choice then confronting, then facing... especially if it's hard to resolve, or have no wish to resolve.