running away

yes... i'm running away from a whole load of things... recently feel very 'trapped'... very helpless with the lack of control on things that's happening to /around me.... feeling very tired :( i'm trying very hard not to snap at people around me when they ask me the wrong things... sighhh i know they mean no harm... but i'm very tired of the answering.........

if i can't hold on any longer i guess i'll just do something drastic bah... i just need my peace.... i need something to fill me up (total)...

feeling pain on my left gum... my own conclusion is the left top wisdom teeth has grown out n is rubbing the lower gum.. so.. have to find dentist to short term relieve it.. hope no need to cut gum.. (damn painful)...