**stargazing**

Saturday, June 26, 2004

darn....

Dunno what's wrong with me lately... get upset real easily... and i hate that! I hate to lose control and feel upset over the slightest thing... I fear the same nightmares will haunt me again....

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Beautiful Day :)

I met up with Renyu this morning to go the Plaza Singapura's Spotlight to shop around for materials for FOC identifiers... we decided to settle on wooden beads which are in fire-y orange.. nice nice :) After that we decided to get a milkshake each and had a talk at the cafe. Haha... he's really my mirror image... he shares the same opinion as me.. :P Had a really nice talk :)

The conversation reminds me of what my sis told me the other day. She said that it's impossible for 2 people to be entirely compatible, so if they are about 70% compatible, it's enuff le... they'll juz have to work things out for the remaining 30%. Quite agree with what she said... it's impossible to find someone who is totally compatible... so, the more important part is to cherish the feelings and work things out together, but unfortunately, many didn't see that point. They were hoping that they'll find the one who will be 100% compatible, and failed to work things out when there are probs... And i happened to see this email... which quite fit the scenario... but it's a little long...

Time Never Goes Back

Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,

Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?

Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.

Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???

Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.

Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).

A few minutes later...

Student : I'm back.

Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.

Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.

Teacher : That's what happened in real life.

What is the message of this story?

* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time

* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".

It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!

Hmmm so this applies to one theory i learnt, you'll never know what will happen until you try :)

In the afternoon, deardear came to moi place and play pool... and realised that wilson teaches at the primary school juz beside moi house... such coincidence! Had a fun time playing pool with deardear... Hai.. gonna be real busy in the following days... later gonna do some ground work for poster designs..

Have a glance of moi schedule:

Fri: Morning - flag and identifier making session for FOC
Afternoon - Meeting with studio regarding Rhapsody sponsorship
- Go tracy house :D

Sat: Morning - Meeting with Peter
Afternoon - FOC dance (which i intend to skip liao)
- Chalet at East Coast

Sun: Morning - still at chalet
Afternoon - Wanqiu birthday celebration
Evening - pack bag for chalet

Mon- Thurs: FOC

Guess i wun be updating moi blog anytime soon :P

Ya... and moi mummy juz nagged at me for having so many chalet... ermm i have another in july... :P Well, i supposed she can't stand seeing me having so many activities and always not at home... But hey! I'm young, i ought to be enjoying moi life right? Plus if i dun enjoy now, wait until i start working meh? Dun expect me to stay at home everyday like her rite? i will die one lor... :P


Wednesday, June 23, 2004

La...la...la

Hmmm me update what happened yesterday... Nothing special la.. juz went for vocal classes at attic... then go celebrate Father's Day @ Jurong Jumbo. Becoz i have some time b4 dinner, i decided to tag with alex to art house and met peter there... Told him my decision to quit attic and he had a nice talk with me... Told him moi probs and he recommend me to train under him... No harm trying, so i accepted this arrangement, juz kinda worried that may strain ties with alex, but heard from han that alex has plans to hand me over to someone else... so i supposed it's ok.. :) Starting lesson with him next week...

At night, i got over-sensitive... insecurity at work again i suppose... made deardear angry... sorrie dear... i'll never do it again... Then i did the chadian letterhead till 2am... kena scolding from mummy for not sleeping :P

This morning.. the minute i wake up, i realised moi female ogl has quit the foc, so renyu asked me to take over, bo bian... the got so much things to settle, flag and identifier... running out of ideas le... :P

Afternoon, went to queensway with deardear to shop... he finally managed to buy clothes he like!! :) NIce nice! 3 PINK tops... for his IMAGE next sem... -_-||| Hmmm... then after that we went to KTV... hahah so fun to see deardear sing... had a nice time! Then, as usual, his student fly his kite... then we went to the arcade to play bishi bashi... hit until moi hand hurts... but really fun! Then we play the shooting kinda games... surprising i didn't fare too badly! :P Thanks for today dearie :)

Woah... i'm so busy tonight... got so many things to multi-task at one go.. :P


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Monday, June 21, 2004

Pre camp day... cheerful day

Tiring sia...!

It's a long long time since i last wake up at 0600 am... heee... had to drag moiself to school :P Well... but i have to keep wearing moi shades coz moi eyes are really swollen (had a good cry last night but felt so much better after it :D) Although not very hectic, it's tiring... on top of that, moi leg muscles are aching like mad...

But i really had a nice day :) get to befriend quite a few number of new people... who are really nice! :) hee hee.... although the weather's very hot... Hmmm wonder how the freshies are like?! hmmm hope they are 'on' people.. otherwise will be very sian one... hehe... On top of that still muz find one day to do the identities and flag... Arghhhhhhhh....... where got time?!

Aiyoz.. careless me... left moi jacket with renyu... need to take back from him... hope he nv let stun (his doggie) play with it... Looking forward to the camp :)

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Light-hearted Day

Hee hee... today's supposed to go granny's place to help out... but decided to give it a miss since i'm aching all over from the jog yesterday. Thank god the back pain subsided... So i decided to join the voices people to go suntec and support Zhurong :)

On the way there, i was thinking... Felt rather lost... like i've got no goal in life... I dunno what i want and what is the kind of life i want... i mean, so far my life is simply just meeting academic goals, but i've never seriously know what i want in life... what do i do after i get moi degree?? No idea... I dun want a life juz like everyone else... busy working, making money... that's the end of story... That's not a life! But i only know what i dun wan.... i dunno what i want... so 矛盾...

Stop thinking about such stuffs after i met violet at the mrt station... Then we go to suntec together... The competition is not of very big scale but quite a big crowd turned up though... Zhurong looked great in the clothe her mum made for her *envy**envy*... Jarrod looked good too.. haha :P Quite disappointed that neither them got into the top 3... quite pity... especially for Zhurong... her voice's so nice! But she was too too nervous liao... she could have performed much better... anyway it's over le... Haha... Huili simply can't stand the 2nd runner up... hahha the way huili looked disgusted by her is so funny hahah... :P

After the competition, we proceed to Kenny Rogers for dinner. Dinner was enjoyable despite me sitting right in front of weiliang... haha... I was really tickled by their conversation :P Then we went to Millenia Walk's BK to discuss about Rhapsody's proposal... it was a rather fast one! haha :P

Influenced by the competition (which was pretty much like a KTV session), the voices gang was very gian to go sing KTV... but as it's not really worth it and only the guys can stay till 3am, they decided to postpone the idea... to monday.. hahha... not much of a diff huh... :P

Tmr's gonna be precamp... think i'm gonna be all tanned... i better remember to bring moi cap along...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Oh Great...

Juz when i wasn't in the best of mood... David juz told me to behave less "intimate" with dear when there's performance and crowd... coz of the image of attic... HUH!!??!! what the heck! I DID NOT behave intimately with dear at art house!!!! So pissed off.... Seems like moi decision can be easily made now... But it feels so depressing.... I was thinking of giving one last shot.. but i think i feel the way xiangru n yvonne felt le... I had a good time there before... enjoyed spending time there... going there was one of the decisions i made on moi own without moi parent's consent... it's a painful decision.... I was so attached to the place... it really hurts me to come to this decision :~(

Saturday, June 19, 2004

BuSy BuSy

As predicted, today's a activity-filled day. First thing, i woke up early on a saturday morning to go sit-in deardear's vocal class with wilson. Hmmm think dear's affected by moi presence there... haha... But wilson's good... Hai... dunno to switch teacher or not... leave that matter till later ba..

After the lesson, i had to rush to bishan to attend chadian meeting :) No major issues and most things are on track! Good good :D except the fact the script i'm attached to seems be a little tricky... but should be fine :) i have confidence in myself!!

Haha! I finally went jogging with deardear today! Yeah!! But quite 失败 though... firstly i get stitch (i dunno how to spell it) then is moi lower back hurting... which cause moi left leg to hurt as well too... So irritating! i cannot jog properly... then keep having to limp-jog... haha but on this jogging trip, i get to explore around hougang... took a long long time though hee hee

On moi way home, there's this "uncle" who's sitting opposite me who keeps looking at me... dunno what's his prob... Luckily i alighted after a few stops... But another thing which is more irritable to me is the back pain keeps persisting... juz now got a serious "attack" at bishan... then shortly i alighted the train, another "attack" came... that was the worst experienced today... i can barely walk, coz the moment i walk, it'll hurt like mad... Had to limp my way home and take really small steps... Took a long long time to reach home... Dunno what's the cause of it... izzit moi bad sitting/sleeping posture or other thing... but if the "attacks" still come tmr, i think i'll go see a doc... hope i'll be fine after a good nite sleep... =(

Oppz..

Haha... only juz started the blog then already not faithfully posting liao... jialat!!

hmmm let me recap what happened yesterday... oh ya... as usual... i screwed up at the art's house... hai, generally i sux at singing la... very demoralized... thank god deardear's around to cheer me up :)
Clumsy me actually injured moi finger when opening the door... painful! Quite a deep cut though... haha deardear's plaster from QB came in handy! :P

I was in mood for a drink (ok... i feel like drinking everytime i feel down) so we went to first went to Marche at Suntec to eat crepes (Yummy!) before it closes n went 7-11 to get 2 bottles of drink... and as usual.. i became a cooked lobster after a short while :P i'm so sorry to deardear... had ruin his plans to watch the soccer match and cause him to pay so much for the cab fare from yew tee to hougang + midnight charge...

**Hmmm how come deardear's always appearing in moi blog... hmmm he plays a big role in moi life presently i suppose... hmmm muz find activities with other people... otherwise it'll boost his ego.. But in any case, it's only now that deardear have time for me... soon it'll be difficult to meet up le... so have to cherish the time we spend together now :D **

This morning went all the way to Bugis to meet JieJie to buy stuff for her student's performance... couldn't find what we wanted at bras basah... but managed to buy them at bugis street (thank god, otherwise she'll slaughter me!) =D Had a nice lunch with JieJie and a nice chat with her... miss the days we used to chat before we sleep... Pretty surprised she still remember deardear despite only seeing him once a few months back... n she commended that deardear is better looking that No.2 (wonder if she remember correctly how deardear looked like) :P

I still have some time b4 moi lesson at attic.. so decided to go deardear house to 避难... but ended pon-ing lesson, coz i dun feel like going (no mood)... spend much time nuahing at dear's place and then went to the big big tampines pasah malam to gai gai... but nothing's nice there... quite disappointing :( No nice jersey for deardear...

Hmmm come to think of it... moi place is not actually that far from the east... it took me less than an hour to reach yew tee from tampines *impressed!!*

Arghhh... the weighing scale at deardear's place showed that i put on weigh le!! must shed them off!!! Tmr going gym with deardear, muz get rid of them!!!

Tmr's gonna be another busy day again...

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

Grouchy day...

Finally!! Get to go swimming @ YCK with deardear yesterday!! And i actually managed to swim 14 laps!! That's a record breaking for me... on top of that, i can actually swim 2 laps continuously!! All credits go to deardear... :) But i think the water's kinda unclean... gosh.. the chlorine made moi hair so dry! i gotta give it intensive conditioning le la!

After swimming we went to deardear house to nuah... haha... sounds typical.. but somehow i felt really unwell and got really grouchy... Think it's because too much sun plus heatiness from the durian and lychee moi parents bought.. i ended up throwing tantrums at deardear house... he gotta bear with it and make me feel better... 辛苦你了!

After that we went to hollandV BK to meet the voices people for rhapsody marketing meeting... and as usual, we're late :P (what's new?!) Although most of the time during meeting we are digressing... but managed to get things settle :) and during the meeting, the uncomfy feeling came back n i got all grouchy... and sounded quite harsh towards alvin (sorry) but the grouchiness not as bad as in the afternoon...

No worries deardear, i rarely throw tantrums... haha i am more likely to be hyperactive... Oh ya! Thank you deardear for helping me carry moi heavy bag bag... although it may ruin his 形象 haha... It's indeed a tiring day :P

Oooo i better go prepare for tonight's performance and get some work done! :) Arghhhh next mon is precamp for SOC FOC... hope it's all properly planned... :P

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Slacker Day

Hee hee... totally nuahed the whole day at home!! Nothing much happened today anyway... but dearie's back liao! (yeah.. that's the highlight of the day)

Talked to huili online while ironing my clothes... Amended the Rhapsody logo... Oppz! Just remembered i have yet to contact my instrumentalist... better sms him...

Hmmmm JieJie went to rebond her hair today!! And cut her fringe.... she look so kiddo!! Haha.. she's gonna look like moi younger sis liao la... She claimed to be my dad's fourth daughter... which pretty upset moi dad coz he have enuff daughters liao haha...

Sigh.. think i'm too free liao le la... Hope the dreamcarsasia email me soon!!

Monday, June 14, 2004

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My Very First...

Hello all!

This is my very first blog... don't ask me y i wait until now then start one... Two main reasons, one is my dear friends started theirs, so i decided to join in the fun. Another is that i want to remember everything which is happening in this very important part of my life!

Hmmm let me kick off with the recent event... which is the AJCLDDS camp. Had lotsa fun there... to get the details, please visit 十三姨 blog, she has all the details there :P Gosh... really getting older!! The age gap between me n the juniors are getting bigger!! Haha the camp reminds me of my old JC days.... The camp really tired me out.

After break camp on sat... when home to catch some rest before going out to BinBin's granny's birthday dinner. Felt nauseous on the train... think it's due to the lack of sleep... No appetite at the dinner also... Then DearDear have to help me finish my food... (sorry to ruin your diet plan deardear, but it's not as if u have one...) Luckily i understand teochew... otherwise they "scold" me i also wun knoe... keke

Today

The aircon man is supposed to come today (yes, finally) but changed to tmr... make my daddy take half day off for nothing... I went to Attic for lessons today... not in form :( think alex's patience is running thin.. :P Supposed to go to Art's house to perform this coming thurs, hope i dun make mistakes :) (P.S: Do come and support!) Hmm what song should i sing??

DearDear went to JB today (yes... JB going to JB), miss him...... (politically correct statement) but look on the bright side, he's coming back tmr and i get to spend the whole of wednesday with him!! :D

Sigh... i like the pic i took with DearDear at the KTV few weeks ago... but i dun have any copy... they are either with DearDear and 十三姨... really like the photo.. hmm maybe i'll upload it when i get it!

Gotta go do work liao... modify Rhapsody's logo... look through Rules n Regulation...

Yeah!! DearDear juz called me!! :) Brightened up my day!