**stargazing**

Friday, September 24, 2010

有的必有失

在这段期间,我认识了好人与坏人。看得更清楚了。
真真假假,在这一瞬间,模糊了。也不重要了。
今晚,是在这里的最后一晚。
我只想做我自己。简简单单。这阵子,我真的似乎迷失了自己。
或许,这是一件好事。
是时候找回自己。

我的出现,本来只是一个过客。
帮我的人,谢谢你了。我会永远记得你们的恩惠。
其他的人,我不记得也不用记得。我只是个过客。

晚安了。

Saturday, September 11, 2010

warm fuzzy feeling

it's such a pity... i'm leaving here soon... but i'm very thankful for the nice people who've crossed my path.
Especially today.
Coincidentally met the ibm pm today. I always felt he's a nice chap :) and in work.. i usually agree with him more than my own pm.. but i have to zip my mouth because of obvious reasons.
i always felt guilty towards him... cos what my company did to his company. but that's beyond me.
really very nice fellow, gave me many survival tips in bkk.. too bad it came too late.
knowing that i'm staying in bkk this weekend, he even lent me his jap restaurant discount card.. muahahhaa
but i'm still thankful that our paths have crossed. fellow singaporean.

Got the moody's vendor invitation for dinner at one of their apt...
was hesitant going becos it was raining
but i am extremely glad that i went
it was great company :)
had fun with a really chirpy 4 yr old girl
nice time chatting till 1am with the peeps.

one of them said i was happier back in my prev coy. i guess alot of people noticed that too. it's not a positive sign. n apparent.. its not entirely due to myself too.

I guess some things we can't change.
I'm leaving cos of the mean people... but i'm still thankful for the nice people who given me the warmth during the cold n harsh period.
I'm receiving lotsa supportive people of my decision.
Apparently i was mixing with the wrong crowd.
So it's now time to fix that up.

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

who are ur friends

i've done it.. yes and i'm getting various response.
friends - i support ur decision, things will be better. it's a wise decision.
non-friends - oh, so who's going to cover you? wait till bonus then leave lah. so you'll be doing xxx and yyy before you leave right?

how straightforward.

i'm grateful to those who gave me the support and confidence that i should make the move.