hmmm i'm still a typical girl after all!

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Hmmmmm

today's supposed to do some studying.. but juz can't get into the mood... so i also dunno how... :P think i had a break too long le.. so now got so much inertia to start...

btw.. i have something to announce... my emerge performance this year falls on 14th March 2005... at UCC.... but this year i not playing a major role.. juz singing 1 song... so haha.. u all free then come... not free nvm :P

today also went down to jurong point to support zhurong, alvin n weiliang... n also to see see the competition... was expecting alvin n zhurong to get in... but sadly not... :( n the groups got in.... some are really unjustified lor.. obviously they are no good lor!!! but dunno y they got in... i supposed tt's because they're frm echo music school... sighhhhhhh i boycott talentquest!! Rhapsody must survive.... so tt it'll be the only competition which has not been too entirely commercialize.... i understand the need to "earn" money.... but tt doesn't mean u can compromise on the quality.. sigh.... how disappointing n disgusting! from one semi-finals they can easily earn up to $2000 bucks lor... haha.. even better then earning for the finals...

i'm tired... hope my progress to study tmr will be better :P

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hmmmm it's been a few days since my last entry :P

yesterday went for voices emerge 2005 "rehearsal" gosh... everything is NOT in place... poor kids... struggling so hard but things juz ain't working.. the kids need the adults to interfere... but what i fear most is that adults interfere also dunno how to help... i feel so guilty... sighhh i'm supposed to be the pd... but i "ran away" from the situation coz i expected something like tt to happen :P sighhhh i feel so bad... yet... there's only so much i dare to help.. n can help... my heart bleeds to see yiting cry... to see lulu run away in the verge of tears n xiao chen at a loss... it's the part n parcel of doing a production... but i really wonder why ain't the "adults" there for them? haha... but i look at myself.. i'm equally guilty... so i can only help to take care of them emotionally :P

On my way home i met my ex collegue from HP... a nice lady!! :) how i spot her on the train? i looked into the train's window n saw her reflection.. thought this person look familiar... n turned back.. she also reckon me :D we had a nice chat on the train... she was giving me advice on my career.. one thing i agree with her... do whatever u can do when u're still young... haha... n get the $$ haha.. before heading for a stable job.. pretty true! :) once u're stuck with a 9 to 5 job... tt's it man!

then i realised that my IT mkting project mate tim is actually peter's acapella grpmate! haha.. small small world sia!! hahahaaa one more person in the list to bully le! hhaaaaa :P sighh.. hope they'll be more active on the project.. dun leave till last min...

n sighh!! i got 3 mid terms coming up!!

好心有好报？

today has been a breeze.... was in pretty good mood... managed to pull myself out from the pain le! LOVE can overcome anything! thank u world!! :) i love my world!!! i love my dardar, i love my friends.. i love everything :) including that ah ma i met on the train!
speaking of her... she's a really nice lady... can tell tt she's an independent women!! well... how i met her is related to my topic... coz this ah ma was asking for directions on the train to go to boonlay but apparently the person replying her is 1) either giving the wrong info or 2) as a weird way of giving information..... shortly after the person got off the train, as i was sitting near to the ah ma, i gave her the correct directions... then we started chatting!! haha... nice lady!! had a nice time talking to her.... FATE at work! :)

After reaching clementi, i went to buy lunch for dardar n myself at the coffeeshop... apparently he was trying to "reach out" to build customer relationship.... telling me to go n buy from there more often... even no time to eat there also can da bao...... so duh..... hhaha...

spent my whole day in dardar's hall room... like a mini sauna.... :P updated my lappie n installed the jdk env.... then slack slack while poor dar is pia-ing his proj ( sorrie i dunno deadline coming soon so i nv help u) it was so warm that i fell asleep despite having 9 hrs of sleep the night before :P

When i realised the situation, i started helping deardear look for pictures he can use... oh gosh... all the milkshakes, smoothies, cakes.. all look so yummy!! but i'm scared of milkshakes for now (coz i think tt might be the cause of my gastric flu previously) i'm so glad i can be of some help to him!! i gotta start designing my own project homepage lor...

Despite having a tight deadline.. poor dear juz now kena prob with accessing the stupid vpn... ( then realised it's because he haben change his password) then i post the issue on my msn nick n help came!! came from someone who was whom i feel "conflicted" towards.... he wanted to borrow LD for the next stage of his competition... i could be bad n say i cannot find... but i cannot bring myself to do it... n in fact he's not the one who's guilty so i shan't be tt crazy.. hahha.. n he noted my nick n help dardar!! so... my conclusion is 好心有好报!! so everyone must help one another..... this way.. the world will be so nice!! :D

hmmm i wonder how to add those chat board on the blog.....

"The difference between friendship and act is just a thin line..."

The topic is quoted from deardear. :P

today is the quarters of TQ.... i wished i never got thru the auditions.... otherwise i wun have to face all these...

We sang pretty alright, but i had to admit i wasn't at my best due to my lack of confidence... but i thought we could stand a good chance.. i really thought so.. especially after hearing the rest... but alas... we didn't... we wanted to make it a fair competition.... but it didn't ( for details, fill u all in personally next time, i juz wanna express my feelings)

i am upset. Not becoz never get in... it's juz tt u see how some people will do to get their own goals... i can totally understand their stand... but i really cannot understand y they will choose to do tt.... we are all friends!!! y do such things?? if u are good, there's no need to do such things... it's a long time since the last time i receive this kind pain in the heart.... *hello long time no see* it's really hurtful.... i mean.... come on la.... we are all friends lor.... need to be tt "scheming" meh? if will get in then will get in one..... some more my other friends voted because they wan to... i NEVER expect them to vote for me one lor. IN FACT i didn't wan them to do so lor.... if they never vote for us.... will the other group vote even 1 vote for us?? haha.... at least we made them spend 3 more bucks! *hmmph*

we juz wanted a fair competition..... n i was truly happy for them when it was announced that they got in....

but i supposed the 当局者 supect something abt it..... coz they didn't look entirely happy abt it... i dunno.. it's either they are too tired or they can't be bothered or they suspect something related... i dunno n dun care anymore...

But i'm really thankful for my bunch of secondary school friends... I'm really touched!!!! :) although i know they'll never see this message ( coz i nv give them the link) but it's really sweet of them... i finally felt what my mum said... ur true friends are those in ur sec/jc times...

to my own consolation, our's was more well-received by the audience...

well it is a relief i'm no longer in such a disgusting competition :P

i'm spurred to become a better singer!!!

P.s: i may sound tt i feel very strongly... but it's juz becoz i can't be bothered to find other words to express the right amt of feeling

V-day to Stardust

14th Feb this year falls on a monday (sad huh?!) but i really had a great time! Thanks dear for everything!! Your effort to plan everything... i knew in future such chances will be rare le... but i'll remember it!! :) (how to forget with your clues??) haha i shall not disclose too much here otherwise other people copy dardar's idea how??! hee hee my creative dardar gave me a really sweet bear holding a bouquet of flowers!!! :) so nice!! n i decided to name it "baby" and everywhere i go... a lot of couples are looking at "baby" (well... it's too cute le la) i think next year we'll see a lot baby-lookalike on the streets... i can tell from the guy's eyes.. they must be thinking "i should do tt too next year..."

BUT!! shortly after fun is terrible... tues morning woke up feeling nauseous n had diarrhoa.... went to see doc... diagnosed i had gastric flu..... JIA LAT!! i got 2 competition over the week lor..... took MC n missed lotsa lessons... BUT... i managed to dragged myself to school to do network lab coz the lab book is with me n i cannot let my partner do all alone... will DIE one.... haha.. so bo bian... felt much better after resting the whole day at home on wednesday!!

Thursday was CS3265 midterm.... jialat la.. i got 6 wrong out of 15 questions n 1 question == 1% lor... die la!!! Thursday was also the rehearsal for stardust.... after rehearsal.. felt really uncomfortable... then went back to clinic to see doc again... ( the previous time he say if not well after 3 days then go see him again... suay mouth... gotta see him again) they are closed le... but i told the nurse i feel really bad... need a jab n the doc told me to see him AGAIN so they let me do so... :) felt better after the jab.. but i think the doc very blur.... he inject on my arm but paste the plaster below the point he jabbed me lor..... think he's really tired :P

Thankfully i felt much better on Friday :) was very nervous as usual during the singing.... (hee sorry tracy n gang for not informing u abt this competition it's really last min) but we did fine :P very entertaining sia.. hahha... n we got 2nd!! first time to get a placing for singing competition for me... but i wasn't very very excited abt it... maybe i find it not challanging enuff...

BUT no matter what, it's the first award me n dardar won together!!!!!!!!!!! that's the highlight! too bad no trophy... :(

"Table for 8 please!"

Happy Lunar New Year to ALL!! May you all have a great year ahead! ;)

P.S: i know those born in the year of rat, it's a good year for you! :P

well.... haven't been doing much lately except to eat n eat n eat ... haha... yup... so gotta start exercising next week le... need to start to built stamina too :P

hmmm nothing much happened on 初一 leh... as usual... go paternal side then maternal side... hmmm suddenly feel kinda not tt close to my relatives le leh... dunno y.. maybe coz dun see them very often... but my aunt is aways tt nice... keep offering us food heee heee... haha

today is 初二 n dardar came to my house today to bian nian then join us for lunch at red star restaurant for dimsum... haha.... total 8 of us! daddy, mummy, er jie, er jie fu, da jie, future da jie fu, dardar n myself!!! wohhh poor dear have to help me finished watever i order :P haha..... someboday shy boy sia?! ahha... so nice... :) i like this feeling n mood... this family feeling... kinda missed it coz everyone was so busy with their own lives.... in fact such family bondness only came to me when my er jie got married... then i feel more attached to my family... :D

today also went to do something nv did before! went to watch DRAGON MIRAGE with my sis n jie du, n daddy mummy at expo.... had pretty high expectation for this first live 杂技 performance... but was very very dissappointed... thanks to sis, we managed to get a very good seat n price... very good view... :) but then seem like the troupe didn't pray to the 台神 like tt... it all started with an item on juggling... then keep failing to catch the hats... keep dropping... (to think they are first class)... then followed by the spin-plate-act... it's totally a flop!! one gal's head was balancing on another girl's head.... while spinning the plates... then they pass something for the girl on top to spin on her feet... she dropped one of it... (tt was a bad phenomenal..) they tried again n it succeeded... but tt's not the end..... all of a sudden.. the girl on top fell down... straight on her head!! we were shocked!! on top of tt.. we realised the plates were stuck on the plates.... what a cheater!! :( i supposed all the performer's moral are affected... subsequently... all the segment of flops here n there.. to think that they claim that they are world-class... but on another note... really pity the performers... they'll sure to be "punished" for all the flops.... it's their fate tt they're in this line... they dun have a choice... sighhh.... really thankful for all i have :) think this troupe's reputation is gone le... sighhh

after the show... went to parkway parade for dinner.. wanted to go crystal jade... then realised it's closed... go to ajisen ramen.. also closed... bo bian.... went to ma lan la mian.... not fantastic... but edible la... haha... wasn't in much appetite anyway.. so it's fine :P then come home le lor!! the vehicle on the roads are very hiong!! so fast!! scary!! :( reminded me of this afternoon's accident... 4 vehicles.. out of it was 3 taxis, at the 1st lane... thankfully no one was hurt (i think) but then they caused quite a jam... thank god daddy is skillful enuff... otherwise we'll knock onto this crazy fellow infront of us who suddenly braked.....

gotta go sleep lo!! tmr got school.. but daddy's sending me, so no worries!! :)

hee hee :P

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Super Duper tired....

This is a super duper xiong weekend.... now whole body aching n having back pain... jialat... how to look good on wed?? :P

Hmmm Friday went over to tracy's house to ton! had lotsa fun!! thanks gals n "dong xi"!! :P It was really enjoyable (for details, refer to tracy's blog) heee... for the very very very first time, i'm not the first to fall asleep!! :) yeah!!! hahaa had very little sleep tt nite.... then came saturday!

Saturday was spring cleaning day! went to help dardar spring clean... also very tiring.... heee.. but feel satisfied n happy! it's one of the rare stuffs i can help dardar!! heeeee...... somemore get to spend the whole day with him :P get to practise a little wu ding with him during our break... haha... countdown to 19th Feb!

then.... after saturday came sunday... gotta go ragging at tampines... got up at 630 am!! on a sunday!! dunno for how long i never wake up so early on a SUNDAY! already felt some muscle ach from sat's cleaning... haha... more "training" during raggin... haha.. we're doing "internship" for the garang guni man... :P wasn't exactly very fun... but it's the company which makes it fun! haha... we had a great time working together! good teamwork!! :) but sadly.. instead of making $540... we only made $420..... sighhh tt's another long story.... but i lost my little "organiser pencil"... sad sia.....

so rite now.. i'm super super sleepy n tired...... but i still got tut to do.... sighhhhh... gotta be a good ger :P

Happiest Time of My Life

Long time since i last updated/visited my blog le :P feeling very tired now, but i feel that there's a need to make a post today coz today is a special day :D

Meet-my-parent day
today is the first time dardar officially meet my family (although he didn't meet er jie n jie fu). but most importantly, he met my daddy n mummy :P heeee..... i think he must be feeling kinda awarkard :P coz mummy say he look kinda fidgitty heee hee... first time see dardar like tt :P he brought the new year goodies to my house.... mum n sis like the pineapple tarts! :) apparently my erjie has super good impression of him le lor.... from the first time he accompanied me to bedok she already feel tt he's a nice guy... then plus the pineapple tart... has already bought her over :P she said dardar's very resourceful to get such a nice box of sweets!! (i think so too :P) n she's apparently very fascinated by the big big you zi dardar brought :)

Happy Times
hmmm... y do i say tt? coz i feel that my life now is so smooth sailing :D no major issues or prob :) more personal time for friends n family n singing... what more can i ask for! :) looking forward to joining the rest for reunion dinner this fri! :) n i can finally pass tracy back her "stuffS"!!

TalentQuest2005
For the first time of the singing competition (apart from the ajc one la... haha) i got into the quarter finals!! :) heee... although it's not entirely my contribution (coz it's the duet with dardar) it's a very encouraging thing for me :) it'll be on 19th Feb @ jurong point! muz come n support me oh!! :)

Schoolwork
this is a definitely more relaxing sem for me! for the first sem of the 4 sems, i got a 4 day week!!!!!!!!! my precious wednesday!! :) mainly are just tut n lectures... proj wise... only IT marketing more hectic i suppose... :) the rest are pretty ok... but i got to clear all tut on mon n tues :P N this is the first sem i'm doing all the tut questions!! *applause**applause* but i realised one thing... i got 3 tut presentation next tut!! thank got one is postponed dued to cny :P
plus plus... most importantly, all my lecturers n tutors CAN MAKE IT!! i can understand their english!! hee hee tt's encouraging :P

V-Day
only 2 more weeks till vday... i haven't have the slightest idea what to get for dardar :( but there won't be any celebration coz dear have lesson till 9 on monday... so sad rite?

CNY
nothing much to look forward to this cny leh... most important one has already occurred today le :P hmmm juz hope things will stay the same i suppose!