Mykii

Yup today met up w my Pri 6 classmates to celebrate the Mar babies' bday at holland v...

Had a really great time hanging out with the whole bunch of them... :D esp the girls hehe...

Den in our conversation.. realized the how girls seems to lose their 'independence' when they're attached.. which i so totally agree.... heh.. i need to find back my own independence...

Today went to ktv also.. had a great time singing.. haha can't rem when was the last time i had such a great time singing :D

Last fri we had a celebration for koko's bday in advanced... really glad that everyone can make it... Thanks for the effort for organizing and attending!! :D

i guessed i had enuff of my own nonsense n i am going to pick up the pieces n move on! =) gambatte everyone!

living dead

yeah... that's how i'm feeling rite now. emptied. realized eventually i only have myself.

Don't you miss...

Don't you miss the times when he's anxious about what you're thinking.
Don't you miss the times when he does every silly thing he can just to cheer you up.
Don't you miss the times when he listens to every little thing that you says.
Don't you miss the times when he do everything just to get your attention.
Don't you miss the times when he go thru great length just to meet you.
Don't you miss the times when he's happy about the attention you gave him.
Don't you miss the times when he sms /call you every night.
Don't you miss the times when he share everything that happened to him.
Don't you miss the times when it felt like you're all he need.

maybe some distance are meant to be kept.

Thank god that i have a bad memory.. so i don't remember things.

running away

yes... i'm running away from a whole load of things... recently feel very 'trapped'... very helpless with the lack of control on things that's happening to /around me.... feeling very tired :( i'm trying very hard not to snap at people around me when they ask me the wrong things... sighhh i know they mean no harm... but i'm very tired of the answering.........

if i can't hold on any longer i guess i'll just do something drastic bah... i just need my peace.... i need something to fill me up (total)...

feeling pain on my left gum... my own conclusion is the left top wisdom teeth has grown out n is rubbing the lower gum.. so.. have to find dentist to short term relieve it.. hope no need to cut gum.. (damn painful)...