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Thursday, July 15, 2004

buSy tiMe!

Hmmm it's not that i don't want to update moi blog! It's juz that i dun have the time to! :P

Tuesday went to srjc with a few other Rhapsody comm people to promote Rhapsody.. so coincidentally, shirlene's bro is in srjc... such a small world! Haha... it was a nice journey to srjc with ruijuan :) nice gal! heee after finished our stuffs at srjc, deardear and i headed back to his house... phew, it rained after we reached there.. we tested the new voices dvd player and FINALLY get to watch the last samurai... quite a nice show.. but the conversations were quite hard to catch.. :P watch until i almost fell asleep.. haha too tired le la!

Wednesday was a busy busy busy day! haha.. i met Jiarui for an early lunch... haha realised i haven't met him for 3 years liao! How time flies! Then i went to downtown east for a sponsorship meeting... quite enjoyable... they were prepared to work things out and decisions were made on the spot :) After the meeting, deardear and i went to orchard lido to watch Windstruck... but sadly the tix were sold out when we reached there... that's definitely not within deardear's expectation... Quite disappointed that we didn't get to catch the show... but nevermind it's the company that counts :D so deardear need not be so upset abt that! We watched another comedy instead, Mean girls, it was quite funny :) had a nice time watching it, and also feeding deardear with popcorn! hahaha :P

Today was a partial stay home day :P stay at home to do my share of rhapsody website... think it's not nice... but i got limited knowledge la... haha then i went to attic for moi first lesson with peter... heee had fun... missed that kind of fun i derieved from singing :) haha... well he gave me a shock.. he didn't warm up my vocal.. coz he feels that's a waste of time...so i'm supposed to warm up before lesson on my own. He went straight into choosing a song and hear me sing.. haha he said i sounded better than he expected :P And he listed a list of songs for me to practise on my own.. then for the next few weeks, we'll brush up on them.. haha... jialat! he testing moi dictation for both chinese and english! Haha... but learning from him is a different thing... he feels that i have the techniques... but needs polishing and know when to do what :P and he's not only teaching me vocal, but music as a whole... heee... here n there i get a little tips from him on playing keyboard n guitar... i agree a vocalist should understand music as a whole coz u'll be working with instrumentalists :)

Haha i think it's gonna be a long period of time b4 i update moi blog again! tmr going back to aj! i miss the food there! hahaha :P

Friday, July 09, 2004

MIA for many days!

Heee realised i haven't been updating for 6 days le!! :P

Hmmm let me start off with last wednesday! Morning i went all the way to lavender to meet huili and deardear to visit the publisher for Rhapsody's poster... and as usual, deardear's late :P Huili's friend tagged along with us and the 2 of them "quarelling" reminds me of dear's sister... haha :P Huili asked me a very interesting question, but i cannot give her the answer coz i personally also dunno the ans... She asked, "You n JB together how long liao huh?" and apparently she finds it odd that we cannot answer her.. :P After things are settled, we wanted to take bus to tampines.. but we took the wrong side and went towards city hall instead... i finally get a chance to check out the accessories at SIX and i stop grieving over moi shades liao (yes, i broke it during the FOC). Heee hee, wat a twist of events, i met moi cousin at city hall mrt station. IF we nv take wrong bus, i wouldn't have met her. We then went took a train to tampines and played pool while waiting for deardear's friends. The bunch of us went to catch Spider Man 2 (although not my cup of tea...) at century square... the start of my nightmare :P Halfway thru the movie, i beginning to feel uncomfortable... moi neck's in pain... then followed by headache... (wonder if the movie gives me motion sickness) Anyway, i was in terrible condition after the show... felt nauseas, so deardear went to get me orange peel.. but it tasted terrible... made me feel worse... deardear then brought somewhere outdoor to rest... felt better... but in the end i threw up... (ewwww) then we went home after that.... the nightmare then continues... i threw up again after i bathe...

Felt better a night rest.... but threw up again after taking some food... this cannot go on! so i decided to visit the doc for all the illness i have.. got the doc to treat moi phelgm, cough, gastritis, ankle... doc says my ligament's weak, so gotta be careful with moi ankle... coz if i injure it again, may tear the ligament which might require an op to fix the prob..so it'll take 6 weeks to recover, i shall have moi ankle guard on for the next 6 weeks le... the worst is not over... coz it was raining on thurs.. mummy had a really bad fall when going home after accompanying me to the doc... :(

Woke up feeling fine on Fri! All set to go to the meetings... but alas, stupid cramp came.. so i had to stay at home.. anyway i dont feel good leaving mummy alone at home after that fall... stayed at home and rest... but felt really outdated... coz dunno what happened during the meetings :( no idea what happened...

Saturay was a really busy busy day... supposed go for cha dian meeting.. but earlier on had to accompany 十三姨 to find publishing company for chadian tix and poster... but things didn't go well.. we went to the wrong place and cannot locate the company... took the bus.. but cannot find the place to alight.... then realised the place is near moi ex-tuition kid's house.............. and that's not all... reach there liao gotta wait 45 mins for the boss coz he happened to be out.. arghh! the price he quote us is far more than the one we went for Rhapsody one.. we then rushed back to AJ for meeting... met a 麻烦 woman.. but i have my way with her :P then gotta pia down to Golden Mile Tower to the publishing company... finally settled things there :) Deardear went there to meet me but it was 8 plus when we left the place.. supposed to learn dreamweaver from deardear one.. but no time, so gotta postponed to monday... but we had a great time together... :)

Finally! i get to pack moi room on sunday!! i am so pleased with moiself!! i sorted which are the things i wan n those i dun wan... quite impressed with moiself.. but certain parts are still unpacked coz not enuff time... but majority is done le.. heee.... poor deardear, wait for me to call him wait until he fell asleep.. :P

Monday came... i met up with deardear to go to his house to learn dreamweaver... had lunch at amk and went to courts to shop for the new voices dvd player... finally decided on a philips one... seems pretty good, gonna try out tmr... :) after we left courts, it was raining really heavily... coz of moi ankle, i cannot run, so as a result we gotta walk in the rain.. hahha deardear also 顺便 get a new brollie.. nice nice!! I took an hour to learn the basics which will enable me to do my share of Rhapsody website... but apparently he didn't quite trust that i learnt what he taught... haha i shall prove him wrong! haha.. but i got one big prob now.. i dun have the files to work with.. coz moi email account is now down.. and i dl the attachment :P hmmmm can only work on it tmr ba... :P

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Phlegm-Day :(

*cough**cough*
Woke up today with lotsa phelgm stuck at my throat... can barely talk in the morning...

hmmm let me recap what happened yesterday at the OG outing. It was really enjoyable :) We went KTV at Jurong and had lotsa fun running about between the 2 rooms. Then went to have a snack and then proceed to ice-skate. But i had to meet Peter, so i didn't join them (on top of that, i cannot skate with a sprained ankle rite?). In the end, Peter and i decided to go play pool since much time was left before he goes to attic, and we happened to meet the bunch of moi OG at Kpool. Those who are not skating went to play pool instead. N so happened Peter knows Shiya! :) Small small world.

After the activities at jurong, the bunch FINALLY decided to go Raffles City for dinner... and after that we went to Pacific cafe to continue chatting... Haha... there were 2 guys at the counter trying to convinced me the other party is a gay... They did it in front of KC too... we were both so amused by them :P Ewww... the cafe was overloaded by SOC ple! Apart from us, there are 2 other groups of SOC ple... argghhh... they're everywhere! I decided to go home after the drink, firstly coz it was getting late and another is becoz i'm too tired le... haha for the first time, "Uncle" sent me home!! hahaha :P

Sigh... woke up at 8 this morning coz kaiwen coming over to do poster... poor us... Worked intensively all the way till 2 plus in the afternoon... came up with 3 different colour schemes for different purpose... each serves a different feeling.. quite satisfied :) Then we went for lunch at Yew Tee and i FINALLY went to make my new set of contact lens. Wooo... the lady gave me really good service :D Reached home le then start to call up Rhapsody committee people one by one to check if they can make it on Fri... The funny thing is no matter how many times i try calling, those cannot be contacted juz simply be contacted :( I called up HZ and had a chat with him... glad to know that he's still "with" the team :) Think Rhapsody need more internal PR done...

Sighhh... the whole day juz gone like that... i was planning to pack moi notes... but now no time le.... :( :( :( And i'm all fully packed all the way till sun... gotta wait till then le... on top of that, i've yet to make appointment with the dentist... :(

Gotta complete the posters and modify the ticket design to black n white... foresee i'll take lotsa time coz the designer not around..

Sis and bro-in-law came over for dinner tonight... Jie was surprised to see moi ankle like tt... and even more surprised that moi mummy say i need not see doc... she keeps insisting i should and say she'll sms the sinseh's contact when she reach home... Ermm apparently moi dad's not very clear of moi condition coz he was shocked when overheard moi conversation with moi sis over moi ankle... yar... i also think i need a visit to the doc... coz it's like the swelling has gone down a little.. but it's still swelling... and although it doesn't hurt when i walk... it still hurts when i position moi feet in a certain angle.. and it's gonna be a week liao... It only feels ok when i have the ankle guard on.. but i can't possibly permanantly have it there rite? Sighh... it's now feeling a little suan1 tong4...

Oh gosh, i hate coughing... everytime i cough it feels like i'm gonna puke... dun foresee that i'll get much better tmr.. :( Medicine and liang teh dun seems to work at all... :(

Monday, July 05, 2004

:)

Saturday was the best day i ever had after i break camp :) in beautiful mood :)

Morning, i went to cha dian rehearsal and had lotsa laughter! Hmmm that rehearsal session made me gian about drama again :) (there was a period of time when i was quite sick of it.. :P) Oh yar... before i went out, the aircon man came to repair the aircon le... hope it'll stay good for the next few years... :)

Halfway thru the rehearsal, deardear came and pick me from aj to have lunch together :) Missed him badly, so happy to see him :) Then we went to his house to nuah (as usual) coz he's seriously lack of sleep and i cannot walk around too much :P After that, we went to Hark to collect the the miserable sponsorship cheque... Amos said deardear looks like the hamster on the application form... although there is a slight resemblence... but HOW DARE HE MAKE FUN OF MOI DEARDEAR!! Hhmmph! Didn't stay out for long coz need to go home earlier to clean up the mess due to the repairing of the aircon...

Didn't spend a lot of time together with deardear... but felt really really happy!! :)

Sunday was supposed to be laze around day... but i went over to kaiwen's house to start off with the poster thingy and watch the other script rehearse... managed to get daddy to drive me there! heheee... had lotsa fun there too :)

Yeah!! it's the EURO finals liao!! NO more soccer le!!! Hurray HUrray!! Looking forward to the OG outing..!

Brrr aircon is so cold! i have to keep increasing the temperature..!!

Friday, July 02, 2004

I'm back!

Woah!! I've been MIA for the past whole week! hee and finally back from the SOC camp and voices chalet!

Voice chalet was fun, but had to leave on the second day coz have to go to wanqiu's bday celebration. Got a headache shortly i reached there so had to leave earlier, poor dear had to leave earlier too :(

SOC camp was fun too. It's much more fun than last year one, and i got a really fun bunch of freshies (despite me being the youngest in the OG). They are really super automatic and enthu! In contrast, we (the councillors appeared to be so slack!) One thing to note, the food is NOT nice! :P Ended up eating cup noodles.. haha... another is that i realised being a freshie and ogl is so different. In a sense that being an ogl, we see things differently and we get to know different things as well heh... but one good thing is that me n renyu let the freshies decide for themselves most of the time. :)

hmmm i ought to figure out how to upload pics so i can put them here hee

On the finale nite, dearie pop by at sentosa... hee... so happy! So many days never see him le... but it's that nite which i made dearie angry :( so guilty. On top of that, the more i tried to appease him the more pissed he seemed to get... i never felt to helpless and hurt.. i never expect the consequences to be so undesirable... one of his sms really hurt me like mad :~( felt like being stabbed in moi heart like that... i hope dearie is truly no longer upset with me... i'll never do that again... (although i didn't do it on purpose) i guessed he had a bad time too... Anyway it's over le... i shan;t remember it! :)

Well, being injury-proned, i didnt fail to hurt myself during the camp. On my way back to SOC, i banged moi head when boarding the bus. The worst is when i was leaving LT 33, i juz fell off the stair (thank god i was somewhere near the ground floor liao) which i dunno y like that too... luckily the floor is carpetted, otherwise moi butt will be hurting like mad too... haha... right ankle was in great pain when i landed... stayed there speechless until someone realised i fell down. coz it was too painful (i almost teared -- my pain tolerance level quite low) to speak n i was shock that i actually fell down. I landed on a rather graceful pose though... I think i gave moi OG a shock, coz it was so sudden and it too them quite some time to realised i fell down... Luckily i didn't fracture moi ankle... juz sprained... now have to walk "limpish-ly"... Really hope that deardear was with me at that point of time... but i'm all fine now!

Hee... this camp taught me something else too... i've learnt to cope with not having deardear around and know that although he's not physically by my side, he still cares abt me... i've learnt and understand the way deardear show his care... i hope it's not too late... :)

so stupid!! i sprained moi ankle and is home-bounded.. cannot acc kaiwen to meet sponsor and meet deardear...

I am currenly a little indian from all the sun i get at the camp... Arghhh i got one big pimple on moi nose!! So obvious! hai... it muz be all the lack of rest, the sun, and the not-so-clean living environment...

** poor deardear, so 烦 by Rhapsody... dunno what i can help?